http://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/1511940050/ref=pe_385721_37986871_TE_item_image

Oh God, there's three of you on this site raving mad, who it seems don't want any other regular posters and try and make sure they don't stay around too long. There's you, Turnoi, Martin and John O' Shei. That's four actually, but we could be just talking about yourself and Turnoi, the other two being aliases. Never mind I will try and be more positive. mOn another site I am in dialogue with a 50+ foreign teach who wants to do the opposite as I am doing and actually move on to street selling. I suggested to him a very good book, as above link. I understand that unless you marry a Chinese your working in China must terminate early and then you either be positive and move on or you spend the rest of your life posting on forums from God knows what miserable situation. Consider selling hamburgers both of you, do something positive.