Hello Ricky
You should be very careful indeed. At my last school there was a teacher, about the same age as you actually, who ended up so badly beaten up, that he lost one eye and will always walk with a limp, and now wears dentures, having pulled his natural ones with pliars. They also(his family) robbed him and trashed his flat. Your age will go against you somewhat, perhaps you are older than her Dad, and they will find that very insulting. I don't see it as a moral dilemma more a survival one. It's lust not love which has you in its grip. It's best you take a nice cold shower, Ricky. It's far better that you look in the direction of the Chinese teachers for a few one night stands.