Feel the fear.. and do it anyway

> Hi-I just graduated from my Masters program in TESOL and I am
> currently seeking employment in San Francisco. Last semester I was a
> student teacher who worked closely with an experienced Master teacher
> in an ESL writing and grammar class, however I haven't had a class of
> my own yet. I have already turned down two very short term jobs
> because my FEAR of teaching has overtaken me. I know once I start and
> gain experience, my fear will diminish. I was wondering if any of you
> have had experience with this situation. I welcome your feedback
> about how to overcome fear, how to approach the job market, and
> anything else you would like to share relating to this matter.

> Thank you!

Don't be afraid! I am now in China, teaching, after I overcame my fear and am so happy I've done it. I am treated so well, am really respected and the students want to learn. Trust me, the students love to see a foreign face and if you prepare your lesson well you're more than halfway there. Apply to as many jobs as possible and don't give up.

Re: Overcoming Fear

Well, for starters, the fear of unemployment should supersede the fear of teaching students ;-))

One nice thing about short-term jobs is that you can just get your feet wet and not worry about a long commitment. Thats what I did. I taught at a summer school for Korean kids. I was very scared at first about how I would be able to handle kids. But, I took the challenge a lot easier knowing that I could do a few months even if I hated it.

As it turns out, I love kids, even if they slug me and put me into head-locks. Indeed, theyre much more fun than the brain-dead housewives Im condemned to teach. So, try a small gig and see how you like it. I wouldnt suggest going 3,000 miles away on some sight-unseen job in a foreign country. You have a better opportunity to try your new found career closer to home.

Good Luck!!!!