Sorry to hear about that, you were it seems a real item. I wouldn't say never ever, just that it is my intention to not marry. I think none of us can be dogmatic as life changes and throws up a wild card from time to time. I used to think that my life would never extend beyond selling The Big Issue and shoddy trinkets around Elephant & Castle. The next thing I knew i was on plane to Beijing and after a few years of learning the teaching trade Thailand where I am now.