I know it is the contrary, you do not need to continue on with your web of lies and insults to show your disappointment in losing your job. Its time to stop this if you really truly wish to continue being in this line of work. Any company who might read all this will use this against you, come on now, who would want someone of this calibre to work for them EVEN (for the sake of argument) if what you are saying and have said to date had some shreds of truth in it...